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[Mar. 27th, 2006|06:59 pm] |
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| | beating heart baby :by: head automatica | ] |
so i have not updated in.. a very long time. and im not gonna update on everything that has been going on because.. theres been a shit load going on. but to sum everything up...
i am very happy with my life as of right now. if u want to hang out, call/text me. 296-3836. this is prolly gonna be my last post for.. um a very long time =)
i love you all! ♥♥♥ |
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[Jan. 18th, 2006|06:55 pm] |
havent updated in a while.. ive had a lot goin on.. yea.. but heres a survery thing yall should fill out for me :)
1.Your Full Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite Color:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin?
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
9. Are we friends?
10. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me?
11. Would you kiss me?
12. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you?
13. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:
14. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
15. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
16.have you heard any rumors of me lately?
17. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
18. Do you think I'm a good person?
19. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
20. Do you think I'm attractive?
21. Is the ever times when you want to call me but don't?
22. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you?
23. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be?
24.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? |
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[Jan. 4th, 2006|11:50 pm] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
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| | brandon and beth on the phone | ] |
school started today.. i say fuck school.. i managed an 80 in geometry so that was cool.. the rest of school sucks.. the new dress code sucks.. our teachers are nazi's now.. yea but oh well.. im gonna go sleep now.. oh yea my dad def. was just like w/e about the whole me smokin thing.. i didnt get grounded or anything.. he was just like well we all try things in our lives and live to see the next day.. so yea its all good. oh and yea my bday is saturday! im turning 16! but my parents are makin me keep my job ifi wana get my license next week.. im pissed.. but oh well. ill quit after like a week.. haha yay.. and then go work with marissa.. so yea thats it.. love yall ♥ |
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| so i had a good week :) |
[Jan. 1st, 2006|11:03 pm] |
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| | things i'll never say-avril lavinge | ] |
Jesa, one of my best friends, came down on wednesday and stayed with me til saturday. we had a ton of fun :D
ive missed her so much. i hadnt seen her since last june.. only talked to her on the phone.:(
we caught up on jsut about everything.. kinda lost my voice a lil..
i met her b/f brandon. he was pretty cool.. pretty funny too.. and tall.. they talk on the phone to much though.. haha
we went to the mall a lot.
had a hell of a time tryin to get more cigarretes for her after she ran out. but we did get them.
she stayed up the entire night one night tlaking to my older brother brandon.. i thought that was kinda odd.. but o well. we all slept int he same bed that night.. me, her, and my bros.. kinda werid again, i was the only one with covers though.. haha yea i won in mario cart.
gosh i love that girl, were so crazy hyper together haha
i saw blake almost everyday of the break so far. that made me happy :)
i cried last night, and it was new years eve. but blake made me feel better after talkin to him a some. that was cool.
we shot firworks with my family, my mom got hit with one.. it only burned her jacket though. she was fine :)
i went to blake's house tonight, we watched the chapelle show season 2 dvd set that i got him for christmas. that show was pretty funy, id never seen it before.
um this is long enough i geuss.
i love you guys ♥ |
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[Dec. 25th, 2005|11:34 pm] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | music...on my ipod! | ] |
so i had an awesome crhistmas!
i got the jacket i wanted, a digital camera! an ipod! speakers for my ipod, a gorgeous bracelt for blake! new pillows sheets comfortor blanket and pillow cases for my bed to match my room after we paint it next week, 2 awesome shirts, awesome pair of jeans, $208 in cash, $150 in gift cards, 3 swarvoski baby penguins, swarovski earrings, some other clothes, the disney version of geuss who, 5 dvds, candy, adn lots of other stuff that i cant even remember right off the top of my head right now! ahh im so excited! i got everything i asked for which NEVER happens, so im pretty excited! the ipod COMPLETELY surprised me.. i was not expecting that at all. and also the digital camera, i asked for it but i had no doubt in my mind that i would not get it, but i did! so im happy! well this is long enough.. but i had a rly amazing day! and to end my really good day, i got to spend time with my baby playin the disney version of geuss who.. that was awesome too, lots of fun =) |
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[Dec. 25th, 2005|12:32 am] |
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| | tv | ] |
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!
i love all yall!
hope yall all are having happy holidays and a good christmas break!
=)
♥ me |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2005|12:19 am] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | far away-nickleback | ] |
so schools out for christmas break! yay!
i spent the night with marissa monday and tuesday night, had lots of fun!
i quit a habit of mine b/c me nad blake had a fight over it, and he was mad at me for like almsot 2 days straight and the second day i was freakin miserable b/c of him. but we're better now. today was mine and his one month =)
christmas is sunday! yay! im excited..
um thats it i geuss. night everybody
♥ me |
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[Dec. 15th, 2005|10:54 pm] |
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| |  thinkin about some stuff.. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | changes :by: black sabbath | ] |
so exams started today which sucks. but atleast we get outta school early the next 3 days. i dont have to go to school tuesday though cuz ive already taken that exam =) so thats pretty awesome. hmm so not much has been goin on lately, just normal stuff. bro came home tonight, but hes leavin tomorrow for tennessee to see beth, which kinda sucks but he'll be home again like a week or less so its cool. um yea geuss thats it.
love yall
♥ me |
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[Dec. 11th, 2005|11:09 pm] |
friday~spent the ngith with lauren,blake, adn will. it was really fun except for i had to sleep on the floor and lauren got the couch while will and blake each had their own bed.
saturday~babysat from 915am-3pm and then went to a wedding t 530 adn was server in it, and it was the first wedding ive been to where an usher walked me to my seat. so that night was a rly fun night to.
sunday~worked from 7-9, then came home adn slept til almost 3. got ready, went to blake's choir thing at church. then we went with the youth on the bus to 3 different house to eat appetizer, dinner, then desert and then did dirty santa at the last house. i got a giant m&m, blake got a brick haha...then i came home, and i was reading my brothers journal on here.. and it hit me hard. he said a lot of what i was feeling but haven't been able to say. i started to cry a lil while reading it. and sadly what he said really is true. so now im in a sad mood with sad songs playin which prolly isn't helpin me. but i dont care at his point. tonight's gonna be a long night. this is a lil bit of what my bro wrote.."..and I have awesome friends who are always there to try to make me feel better. (even though most of the time I hide the pain and just pretend to act like I'm ok) The truth is lately, I haven't even wanted to be here...HERE...on this earth, living, breathing, existing.
I never thought I would be the one thinking about that huge bottle of sleeping pills and they looked like the way out one night. I know that's not the right thing to do, I really don't think I'd ever do that. It just runs across my mind every now and then.
My mom is not the same person that she used to be; it is literally tearing me apart. Her new persona is affecting not only me, but my entire family as well. I can only imagine how hard it is for my ciblings, they see her everyday. I'm not trying to paint her as this horrible ogre or demon that just destroys everything in their sight, I'm just saying that she is different, she's not the mother that I grew up with. My dad is changing now due to that too. He just goes along with whatever she says, really because I think he is tired of fighting with her. It's not like he isn't going to take her side anyway...they're a team...as would be expected."
thats only some of what he worte. well i'll end this awfuly long journal entry now.
i love yall ♥
love me ♥ |
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| so im finally updating this thing |
[Dec. 2nd, 2005|03:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cold.. my den is always cold.. | ] |
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| | walking with a ghost :by: tegan and sarah | ] |
mmk so i havent updated in a rly long time and im not gonna attempt to try and update on everything sicne my last entry so heres a short version =)
~me and blake are goin out again =)
~im droppin honors geometry
~school is kicking my bootay right now
~my parents are still having many problems with his back and her cancer
~i turn 16 in a month and 5 days =)
~i miss some of friends
~brandon is comming home soon =)
~the championship game for hoover is tomorrow
~i hate my job.. and i have no money..
~i lost my momey at school today.. grr..
~i finally figured out that this girl in my history class ive been talkin to a lot lately that her name is madison
~i got new clothes =)
~brandon is home now =)
~um bunches of other stuff but i cant think of them so yea
love yall ♥ |
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